My Story Part Eight

I was sitting in my dad's car, talking on the car kit and this woman told me that Lili had been removed from my care with a Form 4.

The reasons she said was this:

1. Johan had placed Lili in a trailer and closed it and Lili apparently displayed a terrible fear of Johan.
2. Johan and I both abused alcohol and then became violent.
3. I threw cups at a wall.
4. Neither of us were working and sat at home the whole day.

I was too shocked to say anything but I agreed to go and see her.

My parents were just as shocked. They knew about the whole trailer incident. It happened two years before while I was sick with my illness and in bed, but Lili always referred to it as a joke.
They knew that it couldn't have been true that I abused alcohol, due to my illness.
As I mentioned earlier on, I threw the cups in self-defence and Lili probably mentioned it because it was still fresh in her memory.
The last point wasn't true either, we ran our own business and we had the advantage of being able to pick the children up from school and not go to work again sometimes.

At first I was angry, Dolf finally did it. He took her away, just as he always said he would.

In the meantime, living with my parents wasn't easy either. Me and my mom were constantly fighting about the way she was treating Xaynee. By that time we didn't know that she was disabled and my mom said that Xaynee was just messy and naughty.

Then Andy also left me, I had no one and I was heartbroken. I lost two of the most important people in my life and I had to stay strong for Xaynee........