Just...........................

As good as I might have been feeling yesterday and the day before, I just feel as shit today.

I've really reched the point where I just don't care anymore what people thinkor do.

I'm angry at Andy for being an ass and I just realized yesterday that it's just no fucking use to keep fighting for nthing. This battle was won, and not by me.

I give up.

Maybe I'll finish my story one day here on my blog, but for the time being...I just want to get my ass off this island.

I won't lie, I hate Johan and Dolf for what they've done to me and if I ever do go back to SA, I swear I'll fucking kill them.

I don't care wht happens to me anymore.

I hate my life.

I hate myself.

I'm just gonna take my stuff and go for a walk today. Don't know where I'm going and I don't care either.

Men are all useless bastards and I don't want anyone in my life ever again.