Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Interesting phone call
When I woke up this morning, I felt irritated and I was lashing out at Andy for no apparant reason. Finally he asked me what waswrong and I told him...
I received an email from an attorney this morning who told me that it's going to cost me in the region of R50 000 to get Lili back in my care. I lay there thining...is it worth it and where are we gonna get the money?
Thoughts of the past kept racing through my head until I felt so depessed that all I wanted to do was give up this fight.
I told Andy that I didn't want to keep up the fight anymore. He tried to change my mind but after a while he just told me that he knew it must've taken alot of courage for me to just talk to him and he left it there.
I guess there must be a God out there who is looking out for me because I was given the most wonderful man on earth. Andy may have his faults but he has always supported me and he always understands. He never fights with me and he adores me, I wish Lili could meet him, I just know she is going to love him.
Later on today we went down to the beach and I had alot of time to think. I sat there thinking about how I ended up in this situation. All of a sudden I decided right then and there that I wasn't going to give up. I won't let my girls down. I wouldn't still be here if I wasn't meant to fight, would I?
Then, just before 18:00 our time, Dolf phoned. Mathew answered and he sid it was a guy, but when I heard Dolf's voice, I must admit, I nearly fell over.
I knew it wasn't going to be a friendly phone call, Dolf NEVER phones me.
He asked me: "What's your story now with you geting the welfare on my case?"
I told him: "I have nothing to say to you Dolf", to my surprise I remained calm.
He started shouting: "Well, you better start getting your crazy head together...", I didn't hear the rest, I simply put the phone down. I don't need his verbal abuse any longer.
When I told Andy, he thought of it exactly what I was thinking at the time...
Why was Dolf so angry that he would actualy go so far as to phone HERE, an international phone call, if he wasn't hiding something?
Labels:
depression,
Dolf,
Lili,
phone call
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